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This is something very hard to describe.

So many sad news came to me these few days…It’s like water that overflown into my life… Above all, the saddest one is the one that made me cried even as i had not come to understand the whole situation…that’s only through an sms. And my tears could just flown non-stop as I heard from her at the other side. What a sad situation…

I have all the rights to ask why n why…but i’d never asked… I know this is the result from the hand of man, and i know i need to kneel down to pray.

Too hard for me to accept…so many imaginations appeared in my mind, which i wish them not to be true. i tried to call, but no answer… i’m so confused of what’s happening at that time. I could just pray to God. God is omni-presence, and He shall be the one who takes control…

He is my beloved, yet i had neglected him sometimes… i cant accept if something bad had really happened to him… My God, You are MIGHTY TO SAVE, and I want to choose to trust in you alone! Please strengthen me, as i know i could just rely on You…

My prayer is, do not let anything bad happened to him before he truly turn his heart back to u, Lord; And help me to focus my eyes on You instead of the environment, for i really need your strength to do so…

Thank God because i know u r always there with me !